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Had my son, quite happy! 10/26/12

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So if my son isn't born by next week they have to induce me sometime the week after. xD

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waiting for my son to get the hell out of my stomach xD!!! Hurry up D:

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9 Months Prego

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9 Months Prego

October 9, 2012
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Lady Marysa added new photos to her album "My Son Daemon"

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uploading 3 belly pictures

I look so prego D: xD

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Your welcome!

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took some baby bump pics, but I'm waiting for the computer to cooperate so I can upload them

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It's sad when you can't even say you miss being home, because you don't even have a home to go to.

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I'm Angry. I'm Angry about how everything turned out, I'm angry that I decided to trust someone, give up my V-card and then woah I get pregnant, I'm angry because I havn't had help the entire pregnanc...

I'm Angry. I'm Angry about how everything turned out, I'm angry that I decided to trust someone, give up my V-card and then woah I get pregnant, I'm angry because I havn't had help the entire pregnancy from him, I'm angry because not too long ago I was blamed for stuff I didn't do. I'm Angry because for the longest time I was made out to be this twisted, abusive, paranoid chick who slept with many people, when that wasn't true, I LOST MY V-card in January 2011, I hadn't ever slept with anyone and didn't want to until I felt I could trust someone, and I trusted. I'm Angry because I am still in love with the guy even though he doesn't even acknowlege that I exist now, that I have to ask basically permission to even speak to the guy to tell about baby stuff, that every dang moment we had means nothing now.

Sometimes I wish it was just back when I was living at his parents house with him, everything relationship wise was perfect, we were fine, he was getting me roses, He had gotten me a Sword, he told me he loved me wanted to marry me, HE told his grandmother for gods sake that I was going to be his fiance, wanted to have kids with me, basically was building up this entire allusion that we were going to be together and be happy, I was happy, when we moved to that apartment everything fell apart, he ended up meeting someone else, kept lying to me telling me he still loved me, he wanted to be with me, we were going to get married, he promised, then completely screwed me over. I absolutly loved his parents to death, they were like second parents to me and treated me like I belonged in their family.

I'm expected not to be angry? I was expected to just feel quite dandy when I became homeless because of this? I was expected to just go with the insults, forget the fact that when I found out I was pregnant at my moms house that he didn't even believe it was his even though the only possible way my son was conceived was in February according to my due date, so yeah I was only dating him I never cheated I don't believe in that crap, I am expected to just get on my knees and agree with everything thats told to me, just get along with the fact I lost the love of my life and that there isn't going to be another chance? I'm expected to just forget all the things that happened between us and move on? I'm expected to Smile constantly and enjoy misery, enjoy the fact that once again I'm alone this time with a kid a new responsability I have to deal with on my own?

It's good that he gets a S.S.D.I check because I'd feel horrible for taking any money from him, and I know that getting child support my son will get his own check, lord knows my Sons going to need it, and it's not even going to effect his father's life at all.

For all I know it could be my hormones kicking in, making me a lot more angry than I normally am, but you know what, I don't care anymore, I'm going to do what I need to do, to protect my son, and make sure he grows up healthy, maybe I can even help him avoid crap like I've had to deal with.

~*Marissa*~ >_<

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AMGOSH 8D!!! Heard from someone I hadn't heard from in years, I was actually very excited to hear from him, it's nice to know he still remembered me after all these years.

I fell asleep when I just so ...

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