I just kinda posted all my blogs onto this, just in case someone actually wants to get to know about me or what I do during my lovely days....

TUESDAY, DECEMBER 6, 2011 I fucking hate drama. HATE drama. On mine and my boyfriends one year anniversary, He fucking slept. I tried to wake him up and he fucking went off on me because he was "fu...

TUESDAY, NOVEMBER 22, 2011 I hate this bi polar bullshit. I hate it so much. I was completely happy like, 10 mins ago, and now I feel like I'm drowning myself in my mind. I feel like crying. I want t...

SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 20, 2011 I always thought that I've been in love before. But now that I'm older, it was lust and hormones. It makes me sad knowing that I've never felt that way about anyone before. ...

Everyone in their mind has a leader that they look up to. In my mind, Violent J, from the band Insane Clown Posse is an incredible leader to me. He has helped people around the world with his music. H...

WEDNESDAY, NOVEMBER 16, 2011 It's been 1 day since I had to put my beautiful dog Nikki down. I keep getting really depressed about it. (My bi-polar and manic doesn't help this situation) But, I feel l...

Well, today my oldest dog who I thought was getting better, got worse. My mom called me saying that she can't keep doing this to her, making her suffer. So, we put her down today. That was one of th...

I hope everyone who does read this shit realizes that this is like a vent site to me. I'm not writing on here to gain your sympathy, or to act like I have a crap ton of friends who actually read this....

FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 11, 2011 I woke up this morning and found my dog Simetra smiling at me from the end of the bed. She continued to do this while I got up, made coffee, and turned on my computer. I fi...